A Day in the Life of Lusineee.

My favorite actors:

5 .Brad Pitt

4 .Jack Nicholson

3. Steve Buscemi

2. Edward Norton

1. Kevin Spacey  

Kind of Sad and Pathetic.

I love how when I think my life sucks I can ramble on about how awful my life is. Same thing when something pisses me off, I can just sit behind a computer screen and beat the crap out the keyboard with my fingertips, thinking a non-vital object can feel agression. Well nothing lately has upset (besides the fact that I can’t get full time) and everything in my life is going pretty smoothly. The sad part is when everything is good I feel like I can’t write about anything because I do not know how to express myself in a positive way without sounding like an old woman. The pathetic part is, when I actually have something positive to post I never do, due to the assumpution that people do not enojy positive feed in any form. Slowly, but surely I’m beginning to believe that people love hearing about others misfortunes. Oh well. Life is wonderful and I’m happy. fuckyeahbitches.

“Anything is Possible”

It has never occurred to me to take these words of encouragement and apply them literally. If anything is truly possible, is it possible to apply this phrase in a negative connotation? If anything is possible, is it possible that some people are just scared of success? Or am I just terrified to grow up. It is as if I have this firm grasp on wanting to preserve my childhood innocence, by believing that all man kind is good. Which is far from the truth. I simply put too much faith in humanity, and it is the silliest thing to waste my time on. Considering that selfishness has consumed the modern day mentality; well I think I am going to say good bye to my innocence. I need to grow up. It is the most simple concept, and for some reason I keep putting it off. Every time I make an attempt with sincerity I always fail. This time I am making my attempt with integrity, and following through with this promise I am making myself. If not now, then it will be never. I need to become an adult. Im just scared.